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As I await the release of Number 11 with abated breath, I start to wonder how much of the past will come and smack me in the face. . R: N0 K6 R( p
在我屏息期待第十一张个人专辑的发行的当儿,我开始在想过去有多少回忆会来羞辱我。
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7 Z7 |: A$ H5 ^1 Z5 x# cThe promotion schedule's been lined up, some really exciting plans are in the works, Wonderful Music have warned me of tough days ahead.
0 D4 T- A1 W( {Tough. Days.
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" D5 P! ^' [4 T: K. |& x宣传档期早已排满,一些当真令人兴奋的计划正在酝酿中,美妙音乐已经警告我前面的日子将会是辛苦的。- Y& v6 e0 T" K/ H* W2 d
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6 Y6 j: H& y7 o# B, SWill it perhaps require me standing in minus four degrees in a singlet with 6 R3 {# X, C0 W, y! V. K
pelting ice? Or living in a glass box with cameras switched on 24/7 ala Truman ; J6 h5 o z+ N4 s$ H( T% H
show? Explain to the world the monstrosity of a much publicised event? Or would
" t/ z+ v6 ?" x8 C+ s. Xit require the most painful fear of facing your acne in the mirror? c8 a& d! D/ g. c* j
我会不会需要在0下摄氏度穿着小背心站在滑冰下?又或者每天24小时呆在玻璃屋里被摄像机摄入,上演真人秀?向世人解释一个被过度渲染事件后的阴暗真相?又或者必须面对内心最痛苦的恐惧--站在镜子前看着自己的痘痘肌肤?
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! }' @; R' F7 II recollect my past with some amusement. And a little twitch. But most of all I
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" g2 \4 A' t" F3 c# X: O j) f H回忆起过去当中有乐,也有痛,但最重要的是,我非常的感恩。: J- c Q, K. h5 O% X( O; [
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What a difference they have made. These testy events, these hard to swallow ) t9 V% v. K/ `4 E7 V5 V
pills. In the words of Alanis Morisette (yea not a good choice, the album marked
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这些烦人的,难以令人接受的事情,造成了很大的分别。引用艾拉妮丝莫莉塞特(不是个好的选择,因为那张专辑是她生平最后一张)的歌词:! n1 u' ] n6 t. M6 ^1 W# u% x5 |
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"Thank you frailty
1 w3 @" r& N- b6 Q y& B) a感谢你 我的脆弱。7 |0 Z& \( e/ ]2 T( _5 U
Thank you consequence3 J* u% T3 L2 b
感谢你 代价。+ G$ i: u* @. G# `8 c2 f
Thank you thank you silence."2 p2 @0 m9 O1 p6 v) U7 |; b3 ?
更感谢你 沉默。
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Aha, but I have another list to add:
% Q t" Y7 {+ b1 e. o) J4 t( r+ L, C啊哈,但我还要加入:
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4 R2 }2 Y" c# Y3 VThank YOU.
" T* X9 J3 ]. h谢谢 你。
- v0 t2 u4 t1 b$ NAnd him.
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And her.
8 v/ f% I/ r# c, C和她。
2 c) r) J; m2 z! S' J0 w: wAnd good cleanser.
6 `3 E2 u8 ]+ Z3 z和好的洁肤霜。3 e% Y/ t; i5 J, S
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And courage,.... there's also airconditioning, story books, love, N, katy perry, posturpedic beds, Jonah's questions, fertiliser, Barney Stinson, Kenn C, kind 1 Y( _7 F( y0 E$ |1 ]2 X* K
words, Miso, daily affirmation with Jessica, parents, Edward Sharpe and the 5 @2 t: j9 R. U0 F7 K( J7 g
Magnetic Zeros, Christian the Lion, Fiona Apple, fire trucks, Aomori Gymnasts blah blah blah blah ...1 D3 [2 |$ `. q' P9 g
和勇气……还有空调、故事书、爱、N (纳叔?)、凯特佩里、 睡姿矫正的床、Jonah的问题、肥料、Barney Stinson (电视剧人物)、Kenn C(编曲人)、好话、味噌、杰西卡的每日座右铭(优tube上的红人)、父母、Edward Sharpe and the Magnetic Zeros (摇滚团体)、狮子克里斯蒂安(优tube上人狮相拥的火红视频)、Fiona Apple (又一摇滚乐团)、救火车、日本青森体操团、神马神马的。。。。。。7 c- {6 j, ?' r) `; _ \
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See it doesn't just end at silence. There are so many many many other things.
0 c) S: a9 H% P5 q |: h瞧这列单并不会无声停止,还有好多好多其他的事与物。 |
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