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As I await the release of Number 11 with abated breath, I start to wonder how much of the past will come and smack me in the face. & U: {5 ` S* M6 H- Y4 ]4 ?
在我屏息期待第十一张个人专辑的发行的当儿,我开始在想过去有多少回忆会来羞辱我。
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The promotion schedule's been lined up, some really exciting plans are in the works, Wonderful Music have warned me of tough days ahead.7 t. A b* i6 y7 w& e' j8 b7 g% u
Tough. Days.
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宣传档期早已排满,一些当真令人兴奋的计划正在酝酿中,美妙音乐已经警告我前面的日子将会是辛苦的。5 r7 d' S6 E- M7 {5 H' ~- j
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Will it perhaps require me standing in minus four degrees in a singlet with
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show? Explain to the world the monstrosity of a much publicised event? Or would
3 W8 m ~3 j7 W3 \8 {2 git require the most painful fear of facing your acne in the mirror?# j( q# Y$ J9 n5 o* n
我会不会需要在0下摄氏度穿着小背心站在滑冰下?又或者每天24小时呆在玻璃屋里被摄像机摄入,上演真人秀?向世人解释一个被过度渲染事件后的阴暗真相?又或者必须面对内心最痛苦的恐惧--站在镜子前看着自己的痘痘肌肤?$ T9 i i* f* o( D" w) }) ~
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I recollect my past with some amusement. And a little twitch. But most of all I b0 Q }% h0 ~! m. x) g, K8 W
feel so freaking grateful.
6 y) \8 D# W7 E8 T9 @' a( ^1 B回忆起过去当中有乐,也有痛,但最重要的是,我非常的感恩。
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What a difference they have made. These testy events, these hard to swallow ( S: L% J- w+ Z) K* ]7 c
pills. In the words of Alanis Morisette (yea not a good choice, the album marked
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这些烦人的,难以令人接受的事情,造成了很大的分别。引用艾拉妮丝莫莉塞特(不是个好的选择,因为那张专辑是她生平最后一张)的歌词:
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"Thank you frailty
' W( k! {( a- B: I感谢你 我的脆弱。6 g5 T2 |7 ]! O0 H
Thank you consequence
& P( ^6 Y* u% Y9 C$ \感谢你 代价。
1 b3 z+ H& I8 w. t; y sThank you thank you silence."$ V9 _5 d8 r0 l* ?9 q) i
更感谢你 沉默。/ Z" b6 h/ k0 j2 v8 M$ q o
# s2 j: p% _9 y3 Z' W' YAha, but I have another list to add:
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And him.
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And her.
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. j* `& F* `: P. c9 hAnd good cleanser.
. [4 d( g( g% {8 q9 n; u和好的洁肤霜。
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And courage,.... there's also airconditioning, story books, love, N, katy perry, posturpedic beds, Jonah's questions, fertiliser, Barney Stinson, Kenn C, kind
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Magnetic Zeros, Christian the Lion, Fiona Apple, fire trucks, Aomori Gymnasts blah blah blah blah ...
9 b. v p# }0 t, M2 ^和勇气……还有空调、故事书、爱、N (纳叔?)、凯特佩里、 睡姿矫正的床、Jonah的问题、肥料、Barney Stinson (电视剧人物)、Kenn C(编曲人)、好话、味噌、杰西卡的每日座右铭(优tube上的红人)、父母、Edward Sharpe and the Magnetic Zeros (摇滚团体)、狮子克里斯蒂安(优tube上人狮相拥的火红视频)、Fiona Apple (又一摇滚乐团)、救火车、日本青森体操团、神马神马的。。。。。。( i4 u c5 v" A1 A- q% [6 ]( @
6 z, n3 f9 {6 z' C/ ~* ESee it doesn't just end at silence. There are so many many many other things.+ i. `( ]7 h9 ?- o4 B" z# h% i4 M
瞧这列单并不会无声停止,还有好多好多其他的事与物。 |
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